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All Time Lows - Hellogoodbye /
Whether or not the weather is on my side
We could be together if i stay bright eyed
I can feel the summer sending signs of fall
I see a happy ending if i stand up tall

Whether or not this cold front is moving in
Or its just vacation and well soon be friends
I know i cant avoid her shes in the air
May as well polaroid her with the way i stare

Whether or not our season will soon be done
I think ive got a reason to enjoy the sun
I hear the forecast aint as bad as it seems
It should be clearing up soon if only in dreams

Ooo tonight the stars are oh so bright.
Ive gotta get outdoors while the weathers still here
Ive gotta take in the starlight before it disappears
A chance lasts a finite time in the warm july night time
So take in all you can

HAHA. The song's so not true to certain extent. But rather true in some others.. HMM.


Hmm. Had a super bad day yesterday. So many things happened la. Sighs.
Came late to school; Lied; Played captains ball till headache and chest pain; Got hit by ball in face; Sit same table as someone I don't want to; Someone messaged; Screwed up my Chi Os Oral; Insufficient money; Fell down the stairs in the bus; Tire myself out with badminton so that couldnt think of anything anymore; Art teacher passed away.

Cried during art today. Cos other insensitive art teacher said things so insensitively. And I'm aching all over because of the exercises yesterday. Finally got to photocopying my tracing. Sigh. I miss my art teacher. I've to go for EnD practice tomorrow. May not go. Sighs. My teacher's wake's more important to me. Meeting the rest at 2. Sigh. Gonna be dressed in black. Sad day. Buying white ju hua or lillies. I must do my best for art. Tiring day today. Wanna sleep. But I'm happy. Wore boxers today. And next month coming. Gonna be payday and can cut hair! Got a friendship band with dwane and nana today. Was rather retarded today. Bought KLASH. yummy (: and arnotts biscuit I took a bite of and immediately didn't like it. Didn't get caught in the rain. But wasn't feeling well today. Slightly sleepy now. Not sure if gonna eat dinner. Have to start being serious. Next week onwards, mon-late dismissal; tue-late dismissal; wed-self study; thurs-only free day; fri-self study. Sighs. OHMYGOODNESS! AH! I WANT THE THIRTY THREE DOLLARS GIORDANO SHORTS! OMG!!!!! HEH. Think I'm mad. Don't mind me people. HEH (; Took height and weight today. Gained ONE GLORIOUS CENTIMETER and LOSS TWO GLORIOUS KILOGRAMS. heh. Dwane doesn't wanna talk to me anymore. Cos she thinks I'm gonna be aneroxic. I NEEDA EXERCISE!!!


I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green
I hope when your in bed with her, you think of me
I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well
Could you tell, by the flames that burned your words
I never read your letter
'Cos I knew what you'd say
Give me that Sunday school answer
Try and make it all OK

[Chorus]
Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you were doing
And don't say, you simply lost your way
She may believe you but I never will
Never againIf she really knows the truth, she deserves you
A trophy wife, oh how cute
Ignorance is bliss
But when your day comes, and he's through with you
And he'll be through with you
You'll die together but alone
You wrote me in a letter
You couldn't say it right to my face
Give me that Sunday school answer
Repent yourself away

[Chorus]
Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you were doing
And don't say, you simply lost your way
They may believe you but I never will
Never again

[Bridge]Never again will I hear you
Never again will I miss you
Never again will I fall to you
Never
Never again will I kiss you
Never again will I want to
Never again will I love you
Never

[Chorus]
Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you were doing
And don't say, you simply lost your way
They may believe you but I never will
I never willI never will
Never again

song ive decided to love other than fergies;big girls dont cry
hmm,they're all nice. next month people! ave WAVE! pl already cut short hair first. dwane may be cutting with me (: HEH. LALALALALA (: smile people. i love you all

;and big girls dont cry (:
im learning the ropes people; give me some time; im bitting my teeth and pressing on! (:
LOVES ALL (:
I LOVE DARLING GIRL;
I LOVE DWANE;
I LOVE BULNER;
I LOVE PL;
I LOVE MY GRANDDAUGHTERS;
HAHA (:


back to school. what an eventful day. maybe im strating to like school after all. im ever so determined to do well. anyways. ave to those who truly supports and love spiky hair. yep. its a beauty in the eyes of the beholder which's me! (: HEH! gotta go


OH; LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE; YOU'VE MADE A FOOL OF EVERYONE.

everything's just left to a silhouette of you

ello. sighs. hols.. urgh.. quite a horrible hols this time. kinda relieved to get it over but again not really too. well. what can i say. life's been an arse. im just infuriated and totally tired. what more can i say uh. but set a few AMAZING records. haha. mayb i should start compiling a book of AMAZING AMELIA'S ACCOMPLISHMENTS?! HAHA. LAME ARSE. -_-
yea. i bathed under 2 mins-swore i could feel soaap in my ears then! .. and i slept so lil though im like darn tired. slept at three-yep it's THE HOUR; and i freaked out- and wake up at eight or nine?? wows. three/four weeks of hols in school no joke. last week being oerwhelmed with homework that's impossible to finish?! and worst relationship problems. come on world. be less harsh on me. im not ready to go back school and face reality. ): anyone can offer me coffee; way to get myself memory loss; or a road that never leads to school. prelims' gonna be a disaster. so's Os. i cant get myself to study. and im stuck in a bout of flu now. i love guys clothings. (: boxers and collared shirts for me please. it's an obsession of such great intensity it cant be compared to self obsession as my phone tells it. anyway seriously considering going abroad for tertiary studies. nothing's stopping me now (; look out world!
HERE COMES THE NEW AND IMPROVED AMELIA! (: (: (:

Labels: lameness (;

haha! yay (: new skin. like finally. but com lil lagged la.
gtg (: tag k ppl! (:


ARGH!
what did i do? it was ALL a joke! chill please. i mean no harm. sigh.but u're upset now !!!! FAINTS! im really sorry. really really sorry. ): feel super bad. made someone in bad mood now. sighs. can this just be a bad dream. please cool it. didnt mean to make you feel shitty or anything! really. sigh.
feel horrid ): sobs
anw.i broke my own record! i took 2 mins to bath in total..including changing in and out (:


ohmygoodness!
IM LIKE DAMN PISSED
irritated SOB.
ask this..ask that.
eff off la
then irritate the shit outta me
im gonna have sore eyes soon la
stress me smore
rly cannot take it
F LI CK OFF
like the song on yuan dian.
ni shi wo wei yi
anyway..watched match tday.
good job saints!put up a good fight!
im proud of ah girl!
anw.seriously considering going abroad.
cant stand this family
total wreck
ARGH!
IM DAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMN PISSED!
i wna move out.
SERIOUSLY!i want out
anw.had a gd time when the irritants were away.
then went out with dwane n brandon ytd
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DWANE!
I LOVE YOU!
nice ppl.sweet ppl.why cant the world have more of them?
cos it's a fucking world after all
ARHHHHHHHHHG!
i want to go out!
i wanna move abroad.
dont wna stay here in this MISERABLE place!
AH!
heart burn
school sucks.
home sucks.
everything sucks.
im in the worst of moods.
sorry ppl


Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on my stupid head
And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out
And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times
I wonder if it's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now then it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, god, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
She's the first one I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, god, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the person I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me...

Hmm. lyrics just played in my head. can barely remember anything that happened yesterday. guess i was a goner. hmm. read through a few past emails. made me think back. made me miss the past. but the past's the past. it's gone and never returning. a lil hungry. but no one to join me for lunch. SIGHS. yea. black's the person's colour. and it's the past. i've gotta learn to move on.